DECEMBER! ( :

Its DECEMBER! LOL. Let me sum up all the things I've done this very month... Lets see... Surprisingly, i didn't went to any other camps! : ) I went to Gurney almost every wednesday with friends... I actually went for a sleepover at Gurney hotel with Kat, the J brothers, my bro ( lucas ), Jack, Reuben and Matthew... I did archery the next day and beach volleyball too... I went to bukit merah... I watched avatar & new moon! =] I went for caroling till 2.30 midnight with 9 people following me back home for a sleepover... i had a great birthday too! although the cake is not cut but i'm still glad for those memories... =) I went to hardwicke house for a family lunch! and i received presents from unexpected people! My results turn out to be bad.. : ( stay tund for the next one!

Marathon!!

Hey! It was last saturday, and all of us were feeling hype due to the marathon next day... At first Caryn and I wanted to stay over at Rebecca's house... But then, Kathryn, Jeremy and Jacob wanted to run too... So Caryn and I decided to stay over at their house... Fun begins! We started to put our stuff at Kathryn's bedroom and started a little talking... Then, we went to the computer room to join the J brothers... I took over the computer and we started to watched online funny vids... After laughing our asses off, the J brothers, Kat and I went down to their kitchen and stated digging for food... =) jeez, we cooked four packs of instant noodles and with 3 eggs with double yorks each... After cooking, we took the whole pot into Kathryn's room and started snatching those noodles... LOL. It was really fun... All of us went for the marathon at about 5 something but some of us didn't sleep or even for an hour plus... x] When we reached there, we received calls from Rebecca saying she's dying halfway through the marathon... All of us were worrying but then our time's up for the run too! Oh gosh, we throw an energy bar to Yi Kai so that he can pass to Bec. Then we started running! hah...

Its good to be at homey!

Mhhm- mm! Its really good to stay underneath your comfy comforter isn't it? I just love the warmness its giving me, feels like someone is hugging you... hah. Today was my school's graduation, and that gives me a day off! hehe... :) i wake up early in the morning, so excited about what I'm gonna do next, ended up nothing. :( boring in some kind of way... so I decided to go and play some songs... after practicing so many songs, i went to listen to some of the songs.... I love this song ( Eat you up by BOA ) I know that I'm really outdated but its still nice to watch her dance and sing... I love myself being packed up with schedules! Cause it's really boring to be at home, nothing to do, no aim... except for facebook-ing, e-mailing, watching TV, playing songs and sleeping... x] ahah!

Relaxing...

PMR's finally over... Yeah! Gosh... Thank goodness its over... *phew* I started watching dramas, going shopping, reading novels and going online almost everyday... LOL. but, I'm feeling contented and relaxed... Friday night, I followed my cousins, Anne & Ela to haegan dazs... We ordered a chocolate fondue... In the end, we can't finish some.. Gosh! It was so SWEETTTTTTTTTT! Haha... I'll be blogging a lot since my exam's over... Stay tuned!

Friends...

What are friends made for?

Friends are supposed to be there when you need them... Friends support you all the way... Friends do not betray you... Friends are the ones you can talk to whenever you're happy, sad, angry or disappointed... Friends are there for you all the time...

I don't get it... Why are there people who are trying to steal friend's bf / gf ? Why do they have both sides? Why do they act it so real but its fake? Why?

Living in this realistic world seems to turn everyone in a way... With wealth, you could order some people to bully another one... With wealth, you could try to cover up things that you've done... With wealth, you can even get your friend's hearts... Is money more important than real friendship? Is money more important family? Is money more important than God? I just don't get it...

Maybe..............

MAY BE… Maybe. . we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe . . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it,but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . . the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past;after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let goof your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe . . you should hope for enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy. Maybe . . . the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe .. . . the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. Maybe . . . happiness waits for all those who cry, all those who hurt, all those who have searched, and all those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of all the people who have touched their lives. May be . . you should do something nice for someone every single day, even if it is simply to leave them alone. Maybe . . . there are moments in life when you miss someone -- a parent, a spouse, a friend, a child -- so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real, so that once they are around you appreciate them more. Maybe … giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they willlove you back. Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but, if it doesn't, be content that it grew in yours.

Maybe .. . . you should dream what youwant to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, becauseyou have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of, and want to do. "Life is only travelled ONCE; Today’s MOMENT becomes Tomorrow’s MEMORY.Enjoy every moment, good or bad, because the GIFT of LIFE is LIFE itself…."

LOL.

Hey! Let me see... its been ages since i really have time to sit down and start blogging! Well, 1st of all... Lots of things happened and i'm glad that all the problems have been solved... Its just that things aren't like oldies... They never will neeway... There's 20 ( or less than that ) to PMR. *sighs* But nvm, everything's gonna go through smoothly! Can't wait till PMR's overrrrrrrr! =)

Thurs!

Its a wonderful thursday... Got up lazily and went for a bathe... LOL.=) My dad went to china today for business... =( i'm so gonna miss him! haih... and i've got a new pair of glasses! omigosh, its so freakishly werid... hah! =)

MFSSs!

MFFSS, you guys sucked much. Don't be so dramatic! Although we know that lots of people are on your side but we'll never give up on fighting against you guys... Take note of that! hah! 

Here's a poem made by us ( NPC ) for u ( MFSSs ).

You think you're thin? 

Stop day-dreaming!

Wearing a bikini?

Come back to reality!

While you're walking on the beach?

And you're actually acing like a B**CH?

We'll turn your Pleasure 

To your Pressure,

And make it ours

To treasure and measure!

Since you guys are so dramatic, Lets put our hands together for you guys! ( Claps ). We can being very good actresses too... Come on and bring the challenge up! Like we care?! *coughs* We don't care a bit!

To the NPC, i heart you guys! =)

To the MFSSs, i heart you guys too! =) (NOT)

FIRE!

Ah! There was a fire last sunday ( 8/8/09 ) in my room! haha... all thanks to me! i was actually watching ' they kiss again ' in my room using my mom's laptop and charging on my bed... i think that stupid computer is old enough already! Geez, it was charged for two hours and i left it till i came back from tuition, i brought all my books downstairs to study... After for like 20 mins, i realize the ceiling lights was blinking, i didn't care much and continued studying... Meanwhile, i hear my mom screaming my name twice, i was like so lazy so i got up and saw smokes coming out from my room! i was like SHIT, SHUCKS, SHOOT! what on earth was i gonna do? my mom saw the fire and rushed to the toilet and grabbed a pail of water and splash on the fire, but unfortunately, the fire went higher and stronger! After 4 pails of water, the fire finally went out.... Thank God! LOL. =) how careless can i be? hehe. My mom took the laptop out and heard the computer saying ' EE-OH, EE-OH, EE-OH '. I burst out laughing like nuts! hah! I got scolded from my mom and promise to myself i shall never charge a computer on the bed anymore... Cause it absorbs heat and causes fire... Take precaution of that for your own safety! 

Have u ever?

Have you ever felt betrayed?

Have you ever been tricked? 

Are u hurt before? 

That kind of pain like a sword going through your heart? And no one's there to help?

Have you ever?

Have you ever felt sorry and was ticked off again?

Have you ever felt that you're nothing but a useless brat?

I felt before...

I felt everything before...

Its hard and it takes time to recover...

Don't give up!

God is there to help... =)

Grandma!

I love my grandma best! she's so cute today... when i came back from my aunt's house, i saw my grandma doing some exercise... so i went over and greeted her like usual... She looked at me and asked me to do it with her... So i went up to put my stuff and came down for her. She kicked off by shaking her hips, i stood there laughing. LOL. =) she grabbed my waist and teached me. So i did it... She did all sorts of funny funny exercise... Haha. Looking at the way she does it, i felt relaxed and happy at the time... She makes me happy, cheered up for me, supports me and loved me... its great to have her as my grandma... Although she's short unlike other grandmas tall, but she's just unique and special in her own way... Thanks Grandma! I love you! =)

Happy Birthday!

Dearest Aunt of all, Happy belated birthday! LOL. =) Thank you for all your guidance and your teaching to me... I really appreciate them! May God continue to shower you with many of his blessings! sorry for the times we ( cousins ) made you mad... =) Although you're very strict but sometimes you may be funny! Thank you for loving me like your real daughter... Having you as my aunt is one of the greatest pleasure of all... I love you! =)

motivational quotes...

Hey peeps... i saw some motivational quotes... i actually wanna thank my club cause because of them, i get to know these quotes... we actually had a competition today... that's why... LOL. =)

here are some which i would love to share with you guys...

Dream...

If you can dream, you can do it. Always remember this whole thing was started with a dream and a mouse..

Reach...

There is no need to reach high for the stars. They are already within you... Just reach deep into yourself!

i'll write till then... i'll post up another two next time! :)

Taggie by Becca =)

1. The person that tagged you is:Becca... :)

2. Your relationship with her is:My cousin, BFF...

3. Your first impression of her is: whow, she's short! XD

4. The most memorable moments with her: Let's see... perhaps the sleepover last year?

5. The most memorable thing she has said to you is: Happy birthday! =)

6. If she becomes your lover, you will:GET LOST!!!!!

7. If she became your lover, what should she improve at: Let me emphasize, i'm not a lesbian and she aain't one too... she's just perfect the way she are... =]

8. If she becomes your enemy, what would you do: Talk about it...

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: Taking her phone without telling her... try that before! sorry! :(

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is: Find the best guy in the whole world.

11. Your overall impression on her: Short, Rabbit teeth, kind & helpful...LMAO*

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself: Cheerful? problem solver. a person who u can talk thorugh if you have any problems. i'm OPEN!

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:Doing last-minute thingiys...

14. The most ideal person you want to be is:Me!!!!!!!

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them: Thanks for all the wonderful memories... =)

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1. Kelvin
2. Rebecca
3. Caryn
4. Kathryn
5. Jacob
6. Jeremy
7. Elizabeth
8. Hui Ru
9. Hsiu wen
10. Marianne

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with:He's always single...

18. is 9 a male or female:Female...

19. If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing: No wayyy!

20. What is 2 studying at the moment:Currently Form 4...

21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3:Lets count... one hour ago, two hours ago... 11 hours ago...

22. What kind of music does 8 like: Any music as long as she loves it...

23. Does 1 have any siblings:Yup,a bro...

24. Will you woo 3:I don't think so. Am I that mean? Lol...

25. How about 7:She's a great cousin... Love you! =)

26. Is 4 single:Yep...

27. What's the surname of 5:Law...

28. What's the hobby of 5: Anime, here jacob comes!

29. Do 5 and 9 get along well: Yep. pretty well...

30. Where is 2 studying at: Onion high school...

31. Say something casual about your eyes:Moderate...

32. Have you tried developing feelings for 5: He's younger than me 1 year... answer's no...

33. Where does 9 live: somewhere in gurney...

34. What colours does 4 like:Whitey! :))))

35. Are 5 and 1 good friends: Friends perhaps...

36. Does 7 like 2: they don't know each other...

37. How did you get to know 2: In church when i was 2 years... =]]

38. Does 1 have any pets: Nope.

39. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world:Hahaha! Maybe to someone? Haha! (forgive me... ^^)

Schooliieeeeeeee! =)

A special thursday!

Went to school as usual but in a veryy blurryy mood... kept thinking of my bedd... LOL. i drag myself out of it cause i was so DAMN TIRED... went to school, don't know what to do next... chit chat with my friends and they started the day by shouting! YIKES, they sure are lunatic! then its the first time that my entire class was quiet on MORAL's class... LOL. everybody was so quiet that i felt kinda weird... it was art class and we get to write CALLIGRAPHY! i'm addicted to it... i love the words i wrote.. LOL. haha... teacher told us she will continue to let us write next week! YAY! then we went for our recess... after that, we went into the computer lab, we are given 2 periods to watch some history thingy... it was so boring... after the first period, we decided to play ' TRUTH OR DARE '. the fun moment was just about to begin! haha... 6 of us sat down and started to spin a book... we knew each other secrets... when that clip finished, the teacher changed it to night at the museum 2! we were like chaos... everyone of us were happy... LOL. after watching a little bit of it... we were sent back to our class... packed our bags & went to the science lab... it was boring inside... the bell rang and some of my classmates went straight to the library for extra class... although it wasn't really fun but out teacher was sure funny... haha... and my dad picked me up and went straight to home... i slept at the couch for an hour... lazy to get up & EXTREMELY TIRED! =)

19th of june...

Happy birthday to my dearest Jean! May you grow prettier in God's eyes... we love you! =)

Happy birthday to Yuri! May God grant you the wisdom...

confused...

i'm confused by you saying those words...
i don't get it, and it makes things worse...
i try hard to understand but i just couldn't get you...
why am i so dumb to believe a person like you?
i don't get it,...
i try to run away and never face you but my heart tells me not to...

guys, so many things happened in just a short while...
i'm not being emo its just something to share with...
HAH! sorry !

some say..

some say time will make all this go away.. but it is time that has taken my tomorrows and turned them into yesterdays...cuz forever always seems to be around when things begin, but forever never seems to be around when things end...

cousins from singapore...

beth, 7 yi poh, lucas, me, dad, mom, auntie angie, jon and 7 teow kong... i miss u guys! i'm going to visit u guys in s'pore year end! can't wait! =)

cousins

uncle jim, nate, jon, lucas, justin & 6 ku kong... ( guys )

aunt hooi hooi, aunt lena, 6 ku kong, mom, aunt bee bee and aunt yong yong! ( aunts)

marianne ( standing & showing us her prettay butt, LOL. ) jean, ela ( mushroom hair XD ) alysha ( the pretty one ) & me! [ guys ] me with my birthday cake.... look at my suckiest face!

lucas and nate sleeping beside a swimming pool.. poor them!

I miss u guys! T.T

I miss u guys! > cousins... Silva, Hsiu yew, me, Hsiu wen & Charlene! [ Girls ] Michael, ( up ) Lucas, Jamie, Eric, Aqua, David and Hsiu wey! [ Guys ] i miss u guys so badly!.. 

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( DAD"'S SIDE ) we had so much fun... there's lots of pics... i really miss u guys... a lot...

sunday

its sunday morning 4.58 a.m. well, its the first time in my life i've ever stayed up so late for... i've never stayed up so late! Samuel, Kathryn and I was in a church camp... Kid's camp... We were here to have fun on our own... Yuri, Ela, Lucas, Samuel and Kathryn & i stayed in a small room... we had so much fun! and Yuri, Lucas & Ela ended up sleeping like 3 dead pigs... i'll say it once again, DEAD PIGS!!! Whereas, Samuel, Kate and i headed down to see the moon... we lied down there for like 1 hour plus and went to the hall... we talked a lot in the hall and Kat started crying... T.T when i see her cry, i felt like crying too... my eyes were watery already! Goodness me! Haha... XP

My mom's so gonna kill me! I'll continue later!

June 5

its a friday! i was woke up by my mom cause we're going out with my aunt for breakfast! we reached there and picked her up for her favourite hawker food =hokkien Mee! whow... you can see that she was full from her expression that had just betrayed her... LOL. after that, we went to botanical garden for some floral festival... the flowers there are pretty and we saw my cousin, Hsiu Wen there.. after that, they went to gurney while i came home for shower... they came back and all of us went down to batu mau for lunch... YUM! it was good! after that, we went to queens for a shop... i went there to get some things for my 2 cousins in singapore... gosh, i really miss them! :) i got them cute stuffs... i was exhausted... ugh! 

Happy Alluring 15th birthday, Jolene Teoh! Hope you achieve good results for your PMR! Stay Happy always... =) 

Much love

agnes

Organ concert

it was a beautiful sunday morning... where i arrived church quite late! =P after everything, we went to the nearest restaurant at church which is 5 star... Marianne and Manuela followed us... Manuela cried thanks to Anne! LOL. after eating, we drop by at aunt's house... and then we watched ' SHE'S THE MAN! ' the we is Marianne, Lucas , ME and Ela... although its an old movie but we still liked it... and the most surprising thing is, all of us never watched before! bwahahahhaahha... we enjoyed... then, Ela's mom fetched her back while me and anne went to other place... we went to metrojaya for a walk and Rits ( pastry & cake ) for a slice of brownie cheese... whow, thats real nice! YUMMMMM! and then she dropped me off at my house and i prepared as i will be going out that night to some organ concert... i went there... the performer is Yoshihiro Ando. well, he's the best among all the performers i've ever seen! seriously! he played 10 songs... 

1) Into the light

2) Eternal sea

3) ORANGE

4) You raise me up

5) Smile =)

6) Time to say goodbye

7) YES!!!!

8) Following the wind

9) SEPTEMBER

10) The door to the future

he is really good! i'm mesmerized by his fast movements... i love the most is Orange and the door to the future... the accompaniments are just wonderful... hope he'll come again another time! 

Monday- it was Jonathan Phang's birthday! 

Happy 14th birthday! 

went to gurney's secret recipe with him and then MPH! he had brownies with ice-cream... we went out with my mum, his sis and lucas... it was a great time! 

Tuesday - 

Happy 18th birthday to Brenda! 

God bless! love yea!

Thursday - i had a sleepover at Jon's house... Jean and Justin was real fun and cute... Love you guys! slept at 12 something and woke up at 6... all special thanks to JEAN! argh! went to had breakfast with Jon's Mom and him at 55 cafe... after the breakfast, we went off to PSDC for a mind-mapping course... at first... we thought it would be boring.............. but it wasn't after we met EDREAL THE REAL & JIAAAAAA HAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna say thank you even though i fought with you guys but i really had a great time there... THANK YOU! =) hahah... 

Happy 14th Birthday Alysha! I miss you lots and i love you... May God bless you abundantly... Come back here and visit us in Penang again! 

Happy 15th Birthday Wei Mei ! Hope you achieve 8A's in your PMR and all the best in everything you do! 

 

Always learn...

Always learn how to appreciate,

For all of us are very fortunate...

Always learn how to obey,

for your parents, THEY had taught you...

Always learn how to try,

For neither the birds are born knowing to fly...

Always learn how to care,

for you will be in some kind of fanfare...

Always learn how to love,

for its bound to love...

Always learn how to have responsibility,

for its our duty to do so...

sick and exams...

sigh... exams are here waiting for me to go and sit... sigh... 

Friday - i can say that it's the worst day ever... my body temperature suddenly went up to 40! goodness me! and headache... teacher asked me to go home... without sitting for another 2 tests... sorry dudes! for leaving u guys behind... not accompanying u guys in the exam hall! went home... change and rushed to the clinic... waited for the doctor for an hour... was cold and tired... =( manage to stand the coldness... cough still remains though....

study, studY, STUDY! 

exams are here...

no more phone, texting, calling...

no more storybooks, novels, music...

no more computer, facebook, hotmail...

if i don't exist...

if i don't exist...

life would be so much easier for other people...

everyone will be living a better life...

no one will be suffering...

parents won't be wasting their energy, money & effort...

brother won't be upset...

relatives won't  have to waste their time, energy, effort and love...

friends would find better friends... 

Sometimes I sit and stare
I think and hope that life would be better

Nobody seems to get it
They just have no clue

All the laughs, the jokes, nobody cares
Criticizes, gossips, no one seem to be bothered...

' Facing the giants '

' Facing the giants ' appears to be a very good movie... its touching and its very nice to watch... those who have the chance to borrow that dvd or cd from others, please do... its really nice! if i fail my exam, i'll praise the Lord, and if i don't i'll still praise the Lord... i love you, God... more than others... sorry to u!

parent's day for jcmc, mothers day!

Saturday May 9

it was a saturday! early in the morning... i got up and packed my stuff for this loooonggggg dayyy! =D after packing... my mom drove me to my aunt's place for a short visit... i reached there at about 11... talk and start doing my stuffs... then, mom went for a pastor son's wedding... dad picked me and my brother from my aunt's place to join my mom for the luncheon... so we went... then... when i reached there... almost all my friends were there... they were outside waiting for me! haha... we chit chat and went to our tables... after the luncheon... its about 2... i took my things from the car and leave them in the church's office ( it was like our room, sorry samuel! XD )... there were 3 laptops inside... hah! everyone started to clean up the place for that night's celebration... i followed my friend ( Kathryn ) back to her house to take her things... we had lots of fun inside her car and  her house... her house is BIG! we then headed back to the church... reached there and started to play! everyone was helping with the food, the souvenirs, the hall, the whole church! then... at about 4 something... i settled down myself with Rebecca in the office occupying 2 laptops... we signed on our messenger and began talking to our friends... hah... after 10 minutes, Samuel came in and said : " if the two of you don't move your butts out of the chair, i'm gonna turn off the wireless router! " after hearing this, we jumped out of our chairs and started helping the others... after 5 mins, we went back in... i didn't sit for long and Annabelle came in and said, Agnes, we need to practice for tomorrow's english service, lets go! so i went unwillingly... XD we had lots of fun in practicing and we thought that Jonathan won't show up... but he did and that gave us a little surprise... we practiced... and Caryn came in with her long face... wanting me to stay for another chinese service practice... i was not willing to cause i wanted to play the laptop! =( but i still did... we practiced until 6:45... Samuel came and asked me for a short practice as i was the liturgist for that night's celebration... i went and all of us had fun... then it was night... Caryn and i didn't really had our dinner... i didn't take my lunch and breakfast too! XD we played the whole night and watched a short sketch by Gillian (small daughter), Rebecca ( gillian's part being older), Eunice (mother) and Joshua ( father) and Samuel (a playboy).... you guys really rock!haha... after everything... a tele-match and games were held... then refreshments! and everyone went home... you came that night too! ( i was happy that you came!, =P) 

Sunday May 10

we all woke up 6.45 to go for church service... as my brother( Lucas) was the liturgist and i was just a backup singer... we were almost late and my brother rushed down from the car as fast as he could... he did a great job... ( Lucas, keep it up!) everyone did a great job! all of us had great fun... i still have tuition that afternoon... i went lazily... LOL. ( sorry teacher, i was exhausted at that moment! ) hah! i still concentrated okay! then night approach... all of us include my cousins went for a Mother's day dinner... the cake was prepared by my cousins and it was indeed very special! it was 20 layers of pancakes and a blueberry mixed raspberry topping... YUM! hah... it was so hard as it was put into the fridge for long hat my grandma couldn't cut it! LOL. ( eat more nai nai! ) after all the events, we headed back home... studies d=for a little while and slept! 

hah! i thought to myself, what a great weekend it is! =))) 

I love the way you make me laugh
I love the way you make me cry

Tears of joy stream from my eyes
As I hear your voice, a loving surprise.

I love you when you're angry
I love you when you're sad

I love you when you're glad
When you tell me of the day you had

I love you truly
I love you deeply

Ever since the day
I let you meet me

I missed you when you left
I miss you now more than ever

Making a mistake that I regret
Hoping that you are a forgiver

Without you, my life is strife
But now I ask for a second chance

Be with me and start a life
Together forever, an eternal dance

I wait for you as the days go by
My love is growing inch by inch

I cannot wait to see you again
But I wait for you, and your warm kiss

I love you

what a day... ( LOL )

it was the 1st of may... and it was also LABOUR DAY! yippy! i thought to myself... what can i do today? hmm... i was up early... went to my aunt's house and suppose to reach church at 10.00... but... it was 9.45, and i don't have a transport there! shucks! luckily, my cousin was free to fetch me there... phew* when i was there... i was so bored... after watching a few times of the sketch, i was so DAMN bored... then... rebecca, samuel and me went to the other side for another practice... after practicing... i don't know why... but... i rushed out to take the keys from patricia... took her keys... and began to drive... at first samuel was the one driving... but... he was nervous... i can't stand him so i just ask him to sit at the back... i turned on the engine... i was reversing and caryn came! her expression was like... WHAT?! all of us burst out laughing like mad... even patricia was laughing... she was very scared of her car and kept following us wherever i drove to... my goodness... when i stopped the car... i accidentally turned the wrong side! the whole car is supposed to stop but it went BRRUUUMMMMMM!!!!! caryn was screaming so loud that i was almost deaf! she screamt until tears began to come out... 

in the evening... i woke up from a nap and was finding my throat painful... i thought it was just a small matter so i didn't pay much attention to it... but... the next morning... i can't even swallow my saliva! goshh.... it was so pain... i barely eat! sigh... its still not recovered till now... the pain in the throat is just getting worse and worse each and every day... 

thanks a lot! =)

thanks a lot for the sweets! i love them... and i made some pictures out of it... ily, thanks for the sweets... i really appreciate them... i'm really touched because of the gift! hahaha... =)

I don't know how to explain this feeling,
It starts inside my chest,
My knees are weak, my heart is racing,
And I just can't seem to catch my breath,
Should I say it? Should I not?
Am I dreaming? Or is this real?
I'm lost in this almost fatal attachment,
Loosing track of who I am I see who I want to be. 
Every minute I check my phone looking for your trail,
Hopefully wishing your name draws across the screen,
I long to see your words as they dance across my mind,
I long to feel your comfort as I lay hopelessly alone.
Your voice replays through my mind keeping me awake,
My thoughts of you intensify with each breath I take.. 
You've given me more than I can ask for,
Hopes, wishes, dreams, and happiness,
But most of all..
You've given me the opportunity to trust, love, and feel again. 
So I guess what I'm really trying to say is..
Thank you for letting me into your world.
I ask for you to catch me when I fall..
I hope your arms are open because..
I'm falling for a voice, an e-mail, a text message, and a picture...
But most of all.. 
I'm falling for you. 

world's ups and downs...

as days went by... lots of things changed... my life, your life, everyone's life! why is it changing? cause all of us have became more matured each and every day... cause all of us have brains to think... some still goes on with their miserable life... some on the other hand from mature to childish...(not referring to you, marianne)... SAD moments... HAPPY moments... FRUSTRATED moments... STRESS AND PRESSURED moments...but i... i am living in a wonderful environment... parents love me, family members love me, friends or BFFs love me... i love all of them too... but... its kinda hard to see one or some of your friends got dumped by some idiots... or some of them wants to give up on their life... i thank GOD, i'm still alive today... i thank GOD, i don't have any problems... i thank GOD, for everything HE has given to me... my life, my hope, my family, my friends, my gre-eat health, my lovely and adorable cousins, the greatest friends in the world, my BFF, and me... i love all of you! including my enemies...(don't care whether u hate me or not) i miss my cousins too... so... get up now! spend 15 to 30 mins, go out and breathe fresh air... look outside the world... stare out of your window... think of yourself... think of the purpose you're here... let go everything for 15 or 30 mins... listen to what your heart says... =)

yeah! i've turn over a new leaf!

guys... i wanna tell all of u... if i've done anything bad to u guys... i'm sincerely sorry... i just wanna apologize to all of u... whatevs i have done, i'm really really sorry... i wish u guys could forgive and forget too... if u guys hate me, i don't know what to do that can really replace.... i'm so SORRY! if u guys ( those who hates me ) need me or wanna befriend me, i'm welcoming all of u with open arms... i'll share with u the joy and happiness... i'm really sorry! ( referring to those who hates me ) i'm really suffering and i know what is like when u don't have friends or when your BFF goes away from you... it hurts a lot when u know your BFF changes... so... laughter is the best medicine! =] cheer up everyone! :D and sorry....=(

Weekends...

saturday i went to school as usual for some activities... nothing much on that morning... at night, met some new friends... in church as a new speaker came to give a short sharing and it was quite good... sunday morning, go to church... then rachel drove me, kathryn, jacob and jeremy to Mc.Donalds for lunch... we sang along the journey because our favorite song was in the fm or something... its Love story by taylor swift... rachel hit the lamp post and her car's light was broke... then we practice our sketch and choral speaking for the coming parents' day... all of you are invited to come on May 9's night... a lot of activities will be hold... such as, telematch, a short sketch, praise and worship, a choral speaking performance sermon, ice-breaking and stuffs... at night, i followed my parents and 2 aunts to dinner... the meal was good and we got a threat from my dad at baskins... yummy...

whow!

omg... can't actually believe my ears! dad's changing to a kelisa! whow! that car's prrreeeeetttyyyyy.......!!!! i love that car! its small and nice to drive.... wondering when will i get a chance to drive a car...=[ well... i'm just living a frolic life... LOL i'm missing all my cousins...

School's lifee....=]

its raining these days... it suits best cause i love to sleep! hah... we can play and fool around at school... teachers are always fun to play with... LOL. is it bad if the whole class hates u? do u think u should change ur personality? why do all of us hate u so much? didnt u ever think of that?! hope u'll change someday...

Eatser...

easter is always a time for mostly christians to celebrate the risen of Jesus... who was dead and was resurrected after 3 days... it was 6.25 in the morning that i woke up...
after a hot shower, i wore my dress and went straight to red rock hotel... my family had a breakfast there... a lot of people were there to make-up as they are performing a opening dance... some of them are just taking care of their kids... and some kids ran around as if they were a mad... phew* after some of the events were done... then, comes the sermon... the sermon was very interesting as it is simple and very easy to understand... after that, i took pics with some of my friends... we talked for a while and evryone went home.. i had lunch with my other 3 aunts... after the busy day... we headed back home... i went straight to tuition and went to baskins for ice-cream with my mom... and everything goes back to normal...

oh yea, before i forget...
those who are from CAC 65, please remember there is a gathering back in OBS on May 1st till 3rd...