Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge :)

Yep people :)

Thats the drama I'm watching now. 

Its a funny yet different drama! 

Tomorrow's parents day! 

I'm screweddd people :S

SHINEE :)

OMG!

I love SHINEE these days!

I love all of them :)))) 

HAHAH.

I'm so obsessed with Kpop these days.

Influenced by Chia Lynn :) [ love you girl! ]

Hahhaha :) 

:)

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally, when you're with me babe ..... :)

I love this song! ♥

And this one, But you should know, when it gets too cold, you're not alone, I'll melt the snow.

WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE! GOTTA GO FOR AN INTERVIEW TOMORROW! 

WHOA.

Its been so long since I've posted something here.

Neeway, I wanna thank all of you out there who just wished me a good trip.

All the best in your exams too! :)

Lengz, XD You're going for a camp too... I'll take lots of pics for you and uhh, Enjoy your trip to KayL :D 

Its 4.47 and I can't sleep special thanks to my muscle!

6 more hours and I'll be departing!

Signed off 

Agee =]

Dreams.

Do you have any idea what to be when you grow up?

A lot of my friends say, i wanna be a pilot someday; maybe i should be an interior designer; i wanna be an engineer. 

All of them have their dreams to make it come true. But sadly, I don't have any dreams.

I don't know what to be...

I love music but I know that my mom won't let me go to a Music college. 

Dreams do really come true.

And yes. It does.

I dream that I could have my sweet 16th all over the world. 

Celebrating with relatives all over the world.

Or at least have a surprise party from friends. 

Hah. Dreams, dreams and dreams. 

I see myself tortured by just saying these words. 

Signed off,

Agee =D

School friends :)

 Tallest Hui ru, you've grown up! I still can't believe you are in love now! Haha. Thanks for singing all those kiddy sings and being my best friend since i was form 1. To be frank, I miss them a lot! Haha. I love you! :) 

 

 Craziest Si yin, Thanks for always being crazy and happy go lucky. Your craziness has influenced me and helping me :) I love you! ;)

 Serious yet coolest Wei Mei, what should i thank you for? Hmmm, Ah-huh! Thank you for helping me in everything. Add maths and Pks. I love you :) 

 Dramaholic Ee Joe, thank you for introducing me so many dramas! You're funny and nice and i love you! xD

 Boyaholic Hui yong, thank you for every new updates! :) I love you! 

Without each of you, my school life won't be so colourful. Thank you :)

Church friends =]

 Rebecca, thanks for giving me a hug whenever i needed :) Thanks for always cheering me up when I'm down :) Thanks for everything. I love you. :)

 Caryn, although sometimes your scream frightens me, but i love it if its from you! :) Haha. I love you, go Dramas! xD

 Kathryn, I know sometimes you might get crazy and stuff, but i love you! I love the way you're like that :) I love you!  x]

 Jacob, I know you're very secretive and very quiet, but i love you :) 

 Jeremy, thanks for all those jokes :) I love you :) 

 I hope our friendship continues forever and ever :) I can't tell you how grateful I am to have friends like you :) 

Cousins 2 :)

( Dad's side ) 

 Dearest and most talented pianist Michael, Thank you for always cracking me up with your hilarious jokes and laughters. Thank you for teaching me how to eat and get fat by just a lunch :) Thank you for teaching me a lil piano. Thank you for all the movies you treat us in the cinema! I love you! :)

 Physics lover David, thanks for everything :) and the Curry mee! Yummm ;;; I love you.

 Cheekiest yet cutest Charlene, thank you for teaching me how to be like a girl... Thank you for correcting me all the time, thank you for those funny actions & faces and thank you for loving me :) I love you! x]

  The-one-who-always-shoots-me-dead Eric, thank you for always shooting me. Thank you for always driving us everywhere. Thank you for introducing me ballade pour adeline :) I love you! ;)

 Skinniest yet favorable Hsiu Yew, Thank you for all your jokes and thank you for your cupcakes. Thank you for taking me out and sharing secrets with me. Thank you for everything! :) I love you =]

 Prettiest and the best singer Hsiu Wen, thank you for always teaching me add maths and hanging out with me :) Thank you for everything! Go PADINI! heh :) I love you =))

 Little Professor Hsiu Wey, do you still remember that we used to play ben 10? Hah! Thinking back makes me laugh. As you're growing up now, all of us will be watching your back. I love you! 

Thanks for always being there for me :) I love you guys and may God bless each and everyone of you! 

Cousins 2 :)

Cousins :)

(Mom side) 

 Oldest & Most handsome Nathan, thank you for everything. I still remember we used to buy ice blended coke from my school in Puerto Rico. Although I was kinda rude to you the last time you came back, but I still love you! C=

 Prettiest and loveable Marianne, I LOVE YOU! Thanks for giving me advices on how to dress up and driving me everywhere. Thanks for taking me out the whole time :) I HEART YOU.

 Most stubborn yet favourable brother, although sometimes you can be very stubborn, but i just wanna say, I still love you no matter what. Thanks for teaching me History, thanks for your caring. :) sorry i didn't put you on the family list! xD

 Bad-tempered yet funniest Jonathan, you're my best cousin since young. We've always stick together and play together. Thanks for everything, including your secrets! =P I love you! :)

 Cheekiest yet fittest Alysha, I love you! Too bad we can't spend much time together :) Thanks for everything. I miss the way you say POOOOO-Am when its supposed to be called Apom. Haha. I missed you dearly and love you =)

 Naughtiest and cutest Ela, I know sometimes i'm kinda rude to you and I have not been a very good cousin sister to you. But thanks for all the gifts and love you have given me. I love you ;) 

 Handsome-to-be Justin, Hahahh! You're always my cutest sumo lil cousin brother. Thanks for comforting me and loving me as your big sis :) I miss the time we had in the beach! Its unforgettable :) I love you =]

 Little Jean, you are cheeky indeed but I still love you. Hehe :) You're the smart one and my precious lil cousin :) Thanks for all the text messages :) I love you!

 Pretty Elizabeth, I love you for being artistic and funny! :) Thanks for all the gifts and I can't wait to see you soon in Singapore. I love you! xP

 Football Jonathan, thanks for the blessings! Haha. :) Glad to know you're all well. I love you! :) 

 Matthew and Adam, I love you guys! Matthew, SATAY! x]

Esp for FAMILY.

My GOD.

 Dearest God, you're the best. Thank you for the comfort you gave me. Thank you for giving me the strength to stand firm. Thank you for everything. =]

My FAMILY.

 Dearest Daddy, I love you :) You're the best DAD i have ever had... You crack me up when I'm down. You advice me when I go wrong. You're the BEST. 

 Dearest Mum, I love you! :) Even though you're always strict, but you're the best mom I have ever had. Thanks to you, I've got good grades on the subjects I'm poor at. Thank you....

 

 Cutest and Dearest Grandma, I love you a lot... :) You're the best! You make Good kaya! You love us all since the day we're on our mothers' stomach.  THANK YOU!

 Most Strict and yet lovable Granddad, I love you. :) Thank you for fetching me to school or even tuition. I know sometimes i get cranky but I still thank you for scolding me when I'm naughty.

 Dearest Aunt Lina, I know you loved us all since the day we're brought to this planet. Thank you for correcting our English. I love you! :)

Dearest Aunt Bee Bee, I know you love me! haha, well i missed you dearly cause you're way back in America. Although we're Miles apart, i still wanna say thank you! Do you still remember when i was little, you took good care of me. I won't forget those little things you did to me :) I love you. 

 Dearest Uncle Moses, I know you love me too :) Thanks for teaching me about Christianity and always taking us out to explore. I miss those olden days when we go fishing together. You'll tell us the technique of catching a fish. I love you Uncle.

 Dearest Aunt Hooi Hooi, You love me all the time. Thanks for fetching me home every week, thanks for teaching me about my studies, Thanks for teaching me how to stand firm and be strong like a girl. Thanks for all the stuff you buy me. Although sometimes, you nag, but I still love you  C=

 Dearest Aunt Mary, Hah. You're the funniest amongst them. Thanks for taking me to the beach and letting me stay over at your house. I miss those days too! :) I love you. 

 Dearest Chai Yi, I love your cooking! Thank you for taking good care of us. Thank you for teaching me how to do a work with cross stitch. Thank you for the delicious food you have cooked for us. I love you :)

I thank God for having each and everyone of you. Without the love from all of you, I won't be here talking :)

What do you think I am?

I can't believe you BLOCK ME at facebook.

Well, let me tell you something. I'm not INTO you anymore! Can't we just be friends after all? I've never interrupt your LOVE life and I have no idea why'd you have to BLOCK me! You have no rights and you're dumb. First of all, you blocked me, but not my brother or my friends. You think i won't suspect anything? What do you think I am? A NOOB? A 3-year-old girl? Let me tell you what I am, I'M 16 THIS YEAR. I'M TOUGHER THAN YOU THINK I AM. MAYBE TO YOU, I'M JUST A KIDDO. I'M AN IDIOT OR EVEN A JERK. SO WHAT? 

 I've treated you like my OWN BROTHER.

And this is WHAT YOU DID TO ME?

How could YOU?! 

Yes, I admit i loved you BEFORE.

But, I'm moving on with MY LIFE.

Thank you for teaching me how to stay strong.

Thank you for letting me know how 'stupid' you think I am.

Thank you for teaching me a lesson NOT TO TRUST ON YOU.

I will never shed a tear for you.

I will never listen to any of your sweet phrases.

I will never ever wanna see you again.

( Get outta my life.. You're the WORST. )

I've never scolded someone like that before. HAH. To be honest, I never felt so relax. =) 

Signed Off,

Agnes C=

Holidays :)

Holidays began yesterday, saturday... In a spilt of second, its March now... I can't believe i'm growing up so fast... I'm 16 this year, isn't it supposed to be sweet? Well, I don't think so... Maybe its gonna be sour... I'm in a new class, different environment, different friends and different teachers... Ohh how i miss my form 3's class... :) Things change... People change... Rules change... Everything change... The most important part is, they change it to good or worse? I have grown to think more mature, sometimes I just wish to get out from this country... Maybe to another country and experience the countryside's life... I'm so tired... But I know, no matter what, God's beside me, holding my hand, walking this whole life with me... He loves me and so does He loves you...

Signed off,
Agee =]

Friday ):

Friday are supposed to be a happy day as Saturday is gonna be a day when students go ' SCHOOL'S OUT, SCREAM AND SHOUT! ' at the last period... But I can't scream that as I'm having a replacement for tomorrow...  Form 4's life is hectic but I'm pretty sure that with God beside me, everything's gonna be just fine... Isn't it? (: It is true that people give warnings on ' DON'T HAVE A RELATIONSHIP THIS AGE AS STUDIES COME FIRST. ' I think its pretty true... Isn't it? LOL. Its fun to gather around with friends and talk about funny stuff... Today, I gathered with my old classmates Jessica, Run Ling, Wei Mei, Bee Choo, Yee Hui and Hui Ting... Although its only for 20 mins, I'm glad we can still sit down and joke around... I don't know what's gonna happen tomorrow but 1 thing I know for sure is, ' Do not worry about tomorrow, as tomorrow will worry about itself'. Its absolutely true... I think i'm going to bed sooner or later.

Signed off, 

Agee (:

Confused.

I'm confused by everything...

Your words, your smile, the way you talked and the presents...

Reading back those letters you gave me was like a needle in my heart piercing through it...

But i know its time to let go off you...

It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide 
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh

its no use, i should be letting you go.... (: may the happiness and love continue to grow in between you two! 

JANUARY! (:

OMG! I can't believe its January end! :) Time really flies though... I haven't been blogging for like a month? well, prob more than that... Well, its a big gap when you go up to Sec 4, things really change... People do change too though. hah x) neeways, a new year and RESOLUTIONS! well, keep up the good work people! 

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS

1. Have a closer relationship with God =] 

2. Keep fit and exercise more! =D

3. Attend more camps and gain more knowledge (:

4. Learn tennis!!!!!!!

5. Get better at music.

6. Socialize more and know people more.

7. Go for every reunions! hah.

8. Hang out with friends more.

To be continued! : )

Signed off,

- Agee [= -